Okay. What is it about me that says "Love Doctor?" Because I've had two separate and completely unrelated people ask me for dating advice today.
Not that I mind being asked for advice - it's just weird to have two different people in the same day.
Hopefully I did okay, and things will work out well on both accounts. ^^;
I'm a little worried about the dynamic between my roomie and me.
Up until about three, four days ago, we got along really well. Here's a good word: swimmingly. We just clicked and everything was great.
Then something happened, and I have no clue what it was. Suddenly everything is all awkward and tense.
I know I'm upset because everybody threw a surprise birthday party for one of our mutual friends, which I didn't know about until after it was over. Yes, I'm still cheezed, and yes, I do need to talk to somebody about it.
What really gets me is that Liz lied to me about it. She told me earlier that she was going to help Martina with her volunteering at the upcoming film festival. (This is when there were only two of us in the room, mind you.) Then, after the party is over, she comes in chatting happily about how great it was, and how surprised Martina was...
Gee. Thanks for telling me BEFOREHAND. Seriously, if you didn't tell me before, don't tell me afterwards! That makes me feel like I don't mean anything, to you or at all. And like any other person with any measure of self-esteem, I hate that feeling.
So now it seems like conversation is especially strained, and we can't really talk or be around each other without that weird feeling coming out. I asked her if she was mad with me and she said no...but really, how do I know she'd tell me if she was?
My conclusion is, one of these days I need to sit her down and just have a chat. I'm sick of the way this is going, and it needs to change. Soon.
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