Getting the rug pulled from beneath my feet

Things that have been changed abruptly on me today:

iTunes updates

My Religion project (which is still making me tear my hair out - there's a whole story behind this)

Tomorrow's mixer (no longer tomorrow)

Sylar's personality on Heroes (AGAIN JEEZ BOY MAKE UP YOUR MIND)

Things I've changed myself:

My mind

My clothes

My activity state on DC (called a slowiatus for the month)

The amount of research I have

Progress on said GRR ARGH project

My attitude (this one has changed quite a few times)

I conclusion: I have no idea what the everloving hell I'm doing. Details later when I do, or can at least talk about things. For now, bed.