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My roommate met Jorja Fox.
Let me say that again.
MY ROOMMATE MET JORJA FOX.
And now she's heading to the festival after-party for more. Jorja invited her personally. That doesn't change the fact that she was already going as a volunteer, but...still.
See, this is where I start falling apart at the seams. On one hand, I'm so thrilled for her I can't describe it. On the other hand, I'm practically turning green with jealousy over here. On the third hand...I need an automail surgeon if I'm going to go that far.
I put classes and work ahead of the movie festival. I knew when I saw the schedule that between classes, work, and sorority, I would have very little free time to do other organized activities. I KNEW that when I looked at the volunteer schedule. I put class and work first this week, which will ensure both my grades and my financial security. I made the right choice and I know that.
So why does it feel like I missed a huge opportunity?
...gee, maybe because I did.
Let me say that again.
MY ROOMMATE MET JORJA FOX.
And now she's heading to the festival after-party for more. Jorja invited her personally. That doesn't change the fact that she was already going as a volunteer, but...still.
See, this is where I start falling apart at the seams. On one hand, I'm so thrilled for her I can't describe it. On the other hand, I'm practically turning green with jealousy over here. On the third hand...I need an automail surgeon if I'm going to go that far.
I put classes and work ahead of the movie festival. I knew when I saw the schedule that between classes, work, and sorority, I would have very little free time to do other organized activities. I KNEW that when I looked at the volunteer schedule. I put class and work first this week, which will ensure both my grades and my financial security. I made the right choice and I know that.
So why does it feel like I missed a huge opportunity?
...gee, maybe because I did.
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