Feeling Irrelevant? You'd Better Freaking Believe It.

[kiaxet]

My roommate met Jorja Fox.

Let me say that again.

MY ROOMMATE MET JORJA FOX.

And now she's heading to the festival after-party for more. Jorja invited her personally. That doesn't change the fact that she was already going as a volunteer, but...still.

See, this is where I start falling apart at the seams. On one hand, I'm so thrilled for her I can't describe it. On the other hand, I'm practically turning green with jealousy over here. On the third hand...I need an automail surgeon if I'm going to go that far.

I put classes and work ahead of the movie festival. I knew when I saw the schedule that between classes, work, and sorority, I would have very little free time to do other organized activities. I KNEW that when I looked at the volunteer schedule. I put class and work first this week, which will ensure both my grades and my financial security. I made the right choice and I know that.

So why does it feel like I missed a huge opportunity?

...gee, maybe because I did.

Comments

[princealia.livejournal.com]

That's the problem with making the right choice, sometimes it doesn't look that way at first. You probably could have went and been completely fine, but think about those losers who did go and they are gonna be totally screwed over? You're ahead of them already XD

[kiaxet]

Thanks. I really needed to hear that.
Now if I can survive my roommate's jubilation when she returns from the party at 2 a.m., I think I'll be through this. ^^;

[tafkae.livejournal.com]

... Who's Jorja Fox?